I'm not obsessed, I'm just curious!

I guess I could be pretty pissed off
about what happened to me. But it's hard to stay mad,
when there's so much beauty in the world.
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once
and it's too much. And my heart fills up like a balloon
that's about to burst. And then I remember to relax
and stop trying to hold on to it.
And then it flows through me like rain
and I can't feel anything but gratitude
for every single moment of my stupid little life.
You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure.
But don't worry: you will some day!
(American Beauty)